Wednesday, April 25, 2007

everything go fuzzy

Most days I want it all to end. Everything. Everyone. I want it all t go away. Far far away from here. And this city and all these assholes. I want my mind to shut off, everything go fuzzy. Black light black light blacklight. Like when I turn on the shower and stand there naked breathing in the warm air. I wanbt my life to be the mirror, everythng slowly going blurry. It happenes gradually but all at once, much like my demise.
I do not know why it is so hard for me to live a normal life. I can't go a day without doing drugs, or fucking some stranger in the bathroom of Marquee, of throwing a glass at someones face. im bored now.


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